Early life with my cuckie

I promised that I'd write about him.  So here we go!  :)

I think that my dh, chrissy, loves to watch or at least hear another man do me.  We've been doing it for almost 14 years, 12 married.

For many, the term is wife sharing.  That's where the man lets his wife have other men usually with him present.  The husb then will have sex with the wife to "reconnect" with her.  This may also culminate the sexual evening with the husband licking the cum from both the lover and himself .  I don't perceive this to be a bisexual act at all.  I think the "worst" you could call it is a submissive act, but I don't think it's that bad at all.  This is common in the swinging lifestyle, I'm told.

As you can probably tell from what I call my husband, chrissy is a feminized version of Chris.  I use it in a derogatory and diminutive way as part of our lifestyle which is more intense than the wife sharing I talked about above.  chrissy is a cuckold.  I totally control his sexuality.  I control when he can jerk off.  I control the type of sex he can have.  I am a Female Dominant, or Domme.  I, on the other hand, am free to go out and have sex with whomever I wish and when ever I desire.  I always come home to my cuckie, and usually with a nice creamy pussy for him to clean up, though sometimes its my ass that needs his oral attentions.

chrissy is small cocked, thin and quick to cum.  At the time I met him in college, I was just coming out of a near Master/slave relationship where I was the slave.  However, that was mostly in name only.  My Master told me when he took me on that I would be a short term sub soon to be Domme.  I didn't believe him, but here I am a Domme.  I have done a lot of things sexually in my life, some of which were quite distasteful to me.  In any event, I was a highly sexual woman.  I need a lot of good sex  A 4"-ish thin cocklete isn't going to do it for me.  That's what chrissy has.  When he showed that to me, I almost walked away from him.  As I said before here, that would have been a big mistake.

He asked, almost begged me, to stay with him.  Not to leave because of his diminutive equipment.  He also said that he'd understand if I went out with other men to quell my thirst, just please come home to him.  Over the next few weeks, I did just that.  I would go out almost every night with another man.  I'd come back to his apartment where he'd lick their sperm from me, spend a few moments in me and then lick his out, too. 

I thought to myself that I could do this.  he's a wonderful man; caring, funny, intelligent, creative, loved the same music and art as I do.  If only he had a real cock he'd be perfect.  Could I find another man that had the same qualities as chrissy has, only with a sexual capability that my lovers had?  When I looked at those men I realized that the only thing they had to offer me was between their legs.  That's nice and all, but every male has that.  I was falling IN LOVE with chrissy very hard.  I'd never be able to do that with the other men.  There was nothing there for me other than their cocks. 

chrissy also had another thing that they didn't have; a magnificent, awesome tongue!  Oh, my!  Can that man lick!!!

One night in January chrissy and I were sitting in his apartment studying and listening to music.  He was idly playing with my breast while I reclined on him.  he asked me if he could take me out to dinner on Friday night.  I told him that I had a date that night.  he told me that would be OK that he'd have an early dinner so we'd be done by 9.  It's a date.

Friday he asked me to marry him.  He asked me to marry him knowing that I was going to go out on a date with another man that night.  I told him that I would have to continue dating, and he said that he understood, it's just that he couldn't envision a world without me in it with him.  Awww!  How sweet is that!?!?  Of course, I said yes, and he slipped a ring on my finger.

We ended up leaving the restaurant and going back to his place.  It was 8 then, so I let him cum in me, and then proceeded to get ready for my date.  I looked at my ring and then looked at him.  I smiled and gave him a kiss and told him that I loved him.  I told him that I will always keep his rings on.

he helped me get ready.  he wanted me to look good to show that HE had the prettiest and sexiest girl on campus, and that he was proud that I was his and would always come home to him.  I always have and always will.  I left for my date wearing my new ring...